Throughout this last weekend I have experienced what at first thought it would be a good weekend with new friends but it turned out to be something very disappointing.
There are times when you bend your back backwards for people that in turn offer you nothing in return but the things that can destroy your dreams.
I could have lived a life where I just sit on a couch and let my life slip away or get up everyday and try to do something very unlikely. I desire the latter... beer, pot, girls, and sex come second to the fulfillment of my right to live. I might be poor, broken, ugly, boring, or even dumb but at least I know what I want.